The blue light district assignment

•Sunday July 10, 2016 • Leave a Comment


These are the slut’s instructions for the cock-sucking assignment in Amsterdam.

the hotel has been identified and it is quite close to the blue light district.
i am to send map of where the  hotel iss situated relative to the  blue light district.

make appointment
i must choose a big dick in fact it must be the biggest dick i can find she may be black perhaps white
i will buy a block of time, an hour or half an hour 30 minutes of sucking cock should be enough time.

2. getting to the appointment

i will have to walk to the appointment with the help of a cane, i should get a new cane for the occasion, leopard print or pink,something girly
i should put some pink tape around the foot strap
if it is too far to walk i should take a cab to the appointment
cobblestones? would make walking difficult so a cab would be in order
hire a tour guide to get the layout of the area?

continue noogling
i want bigger breasts but no hormones yet, try natural herbal products
I think i may be a D cup by now
next week i will get a bra measurement and send the result to Mistress

leave until later on
determine what i want to look like first. send photo
use an amsterdam makeup artist
i will have to do my own make-up each day, so i should get make-up lessons from the make-up artist
lipstick – red or pink lipstick?– “cocksucker red” of course
take a selfie so i have a record of what it looks like i can then replicate the look for the other days
have lunch somewhere afterwards in wig and full make-up

on the day:
get dressed
short black miniskirt
sheer white blouse
mocha-coloured bra under the blouse
pantyhose sheer to waist mocha panties mocha pantyhose, panties should be darker than the the hose
“i am her little sissy bitch in pantyhose”.
wig: short bob or ponytail. Ponytail better for cocksucking
“i am now a bona fide pantywaist”

at the appointment

I am not allowed to cum
no ass-fucking just cock-sucking
she should wear a condom
no swallowing cum

i will tell her what mistress wants

i am there to suck her cock and nothing else i am a virgin cocksucker. Mistress has sent me to a safe place to practise sucking cock. That is all.
she does not have to cum because she will be using a condom.
the prime reason is to experience cocksucking with a beautiful shemale
I must monitor the clit to see how excited it gets while i am sucking her cock
she must stay hard for 30 minutes but she will not cum. if she cums in the condom that’s ok, a sign that my cocksucking skills are satisfactory
Mistress will send me out all 3 days to suck cock to get more experience
On day 2 and day 3 i will walk further down the block to experience a different shemale



on the day of departure from london, i will put nothing on except make-up
i will get my wardrobe in order
there will be no stroking
when i am ready i will send an email: “it’s time mistress i have booked my hotel room, my flight, i have on my lipstick, my sheer white blouse my mocha panties and pantyhose, my flat shoes”

i will repeat:
“i am Mistress’ little sissy bitch”.
i am a little cocksucking slut”.

the proctor

•Thursday June 30, 2016 • Leave a Comment

I have decided to play Mistress’ proctor game. this requires me to post a photo of Her cock locked in a cage.


here it is:



cockcage security

•Tuesday December 1, 2015 • Leave a Comment

I wanted to write a few lines about how secure cockcages are, or are not as the case may be!.

Most cages are of one of two types. there is the cockcage which is affixed to a cockring, the cock and the balls are inserted through the ring, a cage is placed over the cock and the cage and the ring are locked together with a pin and a padlock. any of the CB  series are of this type. all good so far. but for most guys the testicles have a mind of their own, they like to go wondering especially at night or when lying on the couch, what happens is that one or both testicles will slide pst the cockring and disappear into the pelvic cavity, the cock cage then becomes pretty much useless, because there is no longer any tension, the cock cage will just fall off. unless you have the key to unlock the device, you will be busted when Mistress makes Her routine inspection. the other type of chastity device is one which wraps around the waist of the slave, the Neosteel is an example, or the Lori’s device which uses a PA piercing for added security.

there are two solutions:

(I)  use a cockring with a smaller diameter, less likely that the testicles will get through, but you run the risk of cutting off blood supply etc. plus its really uncomfortable in the morning if you wake up with a woody;

(ii) get rid of the CB6000 and go for  a different type of chastity device. a very good, but expensive device such as the Neosteel will provide  greater security, or get a PA piercing so the cage can be locked securely to the piercing (the Lori’s device is an example here), no getting out of this one. I went to the piercing studio a few years back and almost fainted when I saw the size of the needle, but lots of braver people than me have gone ahead.

If slip-out is a problem, Mistress can check on a periodic basis by asking the slave to present two testicles for inspection, if one or other is missing, it’s a sure sign that the cage is about to slip off, or already has and the slave has been stoking illicitly. that is going to cost you an infraction.







New Chastity Programme Day 4. a post about nothing

•Friday November 6, 2015 • Leave a Comment

I have a problem with women’s underwear. I really like black because it looks good and it’s so seeeeexxxxy.

But… I am never allowed to wear black, black is always  reserved for Mistress. I must only wear nude, or violet, or lemon or cornflower blue, but preferably pink, pink, pink. I  know this because it’s in my contract.

so I looked in my underwear drawer this morning and the first pantyhose I pulled out, were…black, oohhh so smooth, so sleek, so prohibited, I desperately wanted to put them on, my hands were trembling, then I saw the massive ladder running al the way down one leg, so I put them back in the drawer and picked out another pair, nude this time, but, one day though, I will pull on my favourite pair of black wolfords, one day, one day….

in my first post yesterday, I  forgot to mention which chastity device I’m riding this time, it’s the “helmet” available from toys4naughtyboys, a UK outfit. which I have written about before but in case you missed it, here is the photo


I have only worn this device for a few days at a time, but with a longer programme (30 days) and some overseas travel thrown in, it will be interesting to see how it shapes up, so far it’s been good, but this is only day 4( sigh)

a new chastity programme begins

•Thursday November 5, 2015 • Leave a Comment

well, chastity is never far away from me. I have been free-range (As Mistress Cassandra calls it) for at least 3 years and I decided that it was time to lock up the cock (am I crazy or what?) but there is no better feeling than to be owned and controlled by one of the most bewitching and intoxicating dominatrixes in the business, the Dicktator.

so I sent an email and got a reply within hours, and on 02 November I was locked up for 30 days with a new contract and lots of feminization tasks to carry out.

I am a bit out of practice and I only hope that I can remember all of Mistress’ rules. I was able write my own contract so I put in a condition that I had to wear pantyhose and a bra every day, ooooh heaven,! not so difficult. it’s early days yet (day 3) but i’ll post each day with thoughts etc.


•Monday September 1, 2014 • Leave a Comment

another post on my favourite topic

the feminization of efiesouffle

anyone who follows my blog will know that i absolutely adore pantyhose, i love the feel of them on shaved or waxed legs, having my own legs to stroke, the look of pantyhose under a short mini skirt or shorts, the feeling of guilt as i rub my legs together.

imagine my delight when The Dicktator ordered me to wear pantyhose to bed, one night, I couldn’t believe my luck. i had to take them off during the night because i was overheating, but the feel of them was incredible.who needs a girlfriend when you have your own tits to play with, and gorgeous long legs in sheer pantyhose to stroke all night?

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Cocklocked and Tittified

•Saturday August 30, 2014 • Leave a Comment

recent experiences with a new chastity device and bigger breasts

the feminization of efiesouffle


first of all the cocklocking.

Here is the cocklock I chose, with  Mistress Cassandra’sapproval



I decided to buy the Helmet, a device marketed by Toys4NaughtyBoys. It’s a good-looking steel device with what looks like a secure locking mechanism. I ordered the device with a 2” cock ring and, in case that was too large a spare ring, ¼” smaller because I wasn’t sure about the ring size

chastity-ring-type-b-3-500x500  Scarily, the device came with a brass lock. it also comes with a “comfort tube” a piece of rubber tube which can be placed on the cock ring, to make it more comfortable to wear and avoid pinching.

The cocklock arrived yesterday, after a few problems which were quickly dealt with by the store. the cage was sent to me without the locking pin, so there was no way to attach the cage to the ring. but the pin arrived today…

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